you know what i just realized?
my birthday is on october 8..21 days!!!! i had no IDEA it was this close.
*sigh* for some reason, it still sorta kinda feels like summer..
man, i really miss summer..

another realization (though its along the same lines):
I'M GETTING FREAKING OLD!!

HOLY CRAP!! in 3 weeks, i will be turning 18..
for some reason, im not so excited.
im feeling more..terrified.
18..the age when you are OFFICIALLY an adult.
looks like im a few years behind on the maturity level..
but still!! im turning 18!! ahh!!

ah well..ill begin my wish list some other time =)