mm...nothin much to say...
cept one thing:
i miss recess.
dont u?

the proposition:
1. throwing any object within a meter radius of sheree is prohibited
2. no physical contact w/ sheree, even if provoked
3. if sheree initiates physical contact, i am only allowed to feign attacks in retaliation

the punishment if agreement is broken:
no rides from raymond for da rest of the year

is it worth it?!

hmm..dunno where i found this..just read it somewhere..perhaps during devotions?
u kno wut da hardest word to define is? its love. isnt that weird? but its so true. just think bout it..how would u say it? try it urself: Love is ______ . yea..see i told u..its almost impossible..i mean, u can say u LOVE ur bf/gf, u LOVE pizza, u LOVE workin out, u LOVE watching tv, u LOVE basketball, and u LOVE god. so which is da proper context in which to attempt to describe such a feeling?

woohoo finally finished spaghetti bridge~ w00tness~
hehe it was pretty amusing today..it seems dat alan's next-door neighbor enjoys living life w/ his shirt off..quite..frightening to tell da truth..hehe wen we were takin da final pictures of our bridge on alan's dining room table..there he was, just 2 driveways away, through the window..staring at us. how..disturbing wouldnt u agree? i mean..if ur gonna take off ur shirt and be seen by other ppl..at least work out or sumthin..but jeez dis guy was not only disgusting..he was just plain..UGLY. mm..ok im givin out da wrong message here..NO i do NOT enjoy lookin at guys half-naked. PERIOD.

fallin f0r y0u: lol..alrite im sorry
fallin f0r y0u: ill post sumthin nice
starbewy: you better
fallin f0r y0u: hehe
starbewy: like jocelyn kicks ass and i suck ass
fallin f0r y0u: alrite

mmkae this is for jocelyn:
she kicks ass and i suck ass

hehe u can always count on jocelyn for some needed entertainment:

fallin f0r y0u: im sorry
starbewy: i really do hate you. youre the worst person in the world.
fallin f0r y0u: haha
fallin f0r y0u: im sorry..
starbewy: " oh sorry jocelyn, maybe you can share some of that fat with me! i cant even gain that if i tried"
starbewy: bastard.
fallin f0r y0u: lol
fallin f0r y0u: just wanted to see ur reaction
starbewy: ....
starbewy: damn.
starbewy: i always fall for that.

starbewy: he commended me on doing my research.
starbewy: oh. no comment as to what kinda research it was.
fallin f0r y0u: dats da only answer i need
starbewy: ...
starbewy: youre not pasting this.
fallin f0r y0u: mm..
fallin f0r y0u: pasting is such a ..harsh, strong word..
fallin f0r y0u: ill just re-copy
fallin f0r y0u: or summarize
fallin f0r y0u: or restate
starbewy: um no youre not
fallin f0r y0u: hehe
fallin f0r y0u: im j/k
starbewy: this is a trick
starbewy: i knew it!
starbewy: ahhaha
starbewy: no reaction for you

starbewy: youre STILL trying to play with me
starbewy: nananananan.. you cant catch me.. i'm the gingerbread man.
starbewy: okay i'll shuttup now.

thanks jocelyn..i needed that =)

hmm..i was gonna share this durin "sharing time" dis past saturday durin fellowship..but for some reason i decided against it..iono..its just hard for me to say i guess..
well, this past year has really been awkward..like a roller-coaster..lotsa good times, but den again, theres always da bad times..its been tough; i cant deny that..but wut im tryin to say is that im just really thankful for my frends..alla them..my skool frends, my church frends, my close frends, mere acquaintances, close frends who became acquaintances and vice versa..just, everyone..and if ur readin this, then this list probably includes you too..this year has just been so weird..so much stuff happening..and at da same time..i just wish i could go back in time..back to last thanksgiving, or last christmas, or just da beginning of da skool year..and just start all over again..do things rite..set things straight..not make the same mistakes..learn from this year's experiences..things were perfect last year..well, or so i thought, well, comparatively speaking of course..agh i dont really see how i screwed things up so badly..to such a horrible extent..but, wen i think back on how much ive depended on all my frends, and how close some of my frendships used to be..i cant help it, but a lump forms in my throat, and sometimes i can actually feel tears forming in my eyes; its just too depressing to think about how much things have just been turned around..almost directly opposite from da way they used to be..well, this is all i can say rite now, cuz i still hafta study for a make-up physics quiz tomorrow..but now i guess i kno why i didnt share this on saturday..i was just too scared to stand up in front of everyone..cuz i kno for a fact that i would be unable to look at anyone straight in the eye..

*sigh* ill continue this later..

man..its pretty kool that my group has already finished da physics spaghetti bridge project..but, all in all, i still have this empty feelin about it all..
danget..i guess im just not accustomed to NOT procrastinating..so, yea this all seems pretty weird to me..sad, isnt it?

hehe today at souper salad, my family was talkin bout eavesdropping, cuz da ppl at da table next to us were talkin pretty loud..so then alla sudden my dad says, "wut?! u stupid...theres no such thing as "eavesdropping"! its EAR DROPPINGS.."

*sigh* wut can u do but shake ur head..?